Tonight, we could have reached a milestone. And we did, though it took a deviated route.
Thank you for your time and the emotions. I couldn’t bring myself to carry on with this superficiality when what I should have felt was something beautiful.
I could have chosen a better date than today, but to wait, it would mean that I would have to pretend throughout the day; a day which would have otherwise be filled with concentrated joy.
Instead, today I became free from doubt. I could feel the certainty in my bones.
I’ve always known what I needed.. this wasn’t it.
The coldest part is that I feel happier now than I did before.